Sunday, December 27, 2009

books

salam ;)

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Wo Ai Ni Allah..



bagi aku buku nih menarik.. jalan cerita seorang gadis cina ateis yang meneruskan misi ayahnyer untuk mencari siapa itu Tuhan? benarkah Tuhan itu wujud?... ada suara2 yg sentiasa memanggil2nya, menyatakan tentang kebenaran yg maha Esa..dia tidak tahu ke mana hala hidupnya..namun pd saat kecelaruan itu dia mengerti bahawa kecelaruan itu bukan dtg begitu sahaja, pasti ada menciptanya dan pasti ada hikmahnya..Dalam mencari punca kecelaruan itu, akhirnya dia bertemu apa itu Tuhan...DIA yang Maha Pengasih & Maha Penyayang...pemilik hidayah.. ~ semoga hidayah Allah itu sampai ke hati2 mereka..

heh! tak habis bace lagi!..tp sampai terbawa2 ke mimpi..sbb bace sampai tertido..huhu~~..
hoping dapat habiskan hari nih.. i know akhirnyer dia pasti bertemu ngan Tuhan..tp bagaimana?

next..
my wish list... to read Handle with Care by Jodi Picoult

Synopsis:


When Charlotte and Sean O’Keefe’s daughter, Willow, is born with severe osteogenesis imperfecta, they are devastated – she will suffer hundreds of broken bones as she grows, a lifetime of pain. As the family struggles to make ends meet to cover Willow’s medical expenses, Charlotte thinks she has found an answer. If she files a wrongful birth lawsuit against her ob/gyn for not telling her in advance that her child would be born severely disabled, the monetary payouts might ensure a lifetime of care for Willow. But it means that Charlotte has to get up in a court of law and say in public that she would have terminated the pregnancy if she’d known about the disability in advance – words that her husband can’t abide, that Willow will hear, and that Charlotte cannot reconcile. And the ob/gyn she’s suing isn’t just her physician – it’s her best friend.

Handle With Care explores the knotty tangle of medical ethics and personal morality. When faced with the reality of a fetus who will be disabled, at which point should an OB counsel termination? Should a parent have the right to make that choice? How disabled is TOO disabled? And as a parent, how far would you go to take care of someone you love? Would you alienate the rest of your family? Would you be willing to lie to your friends, to your spouse, to a court? And perhaps most difficult of all – would you admit to yourself that you might not actually be lying?

you don't have to say i love you when you love someone..
mommy, can u called me as hana?
hana..
mommy can u called me as nina?
nina...
mommy can u called me by my name?
willow...
and willow smile.."mommy i know you love me...the way you called my name.."

my love, l.o.l.. Lots of LOVE~

aku mahu terus tersenyum..
selagi mampu..
aku takut..kalo aku xsenyum skrg...
adekah pd mase akan dtg..
aku akan mampu lg utk tersenyum??
for the rest of my life....

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Presentation buat aku nervous~

salam ;)
-Alhamdulillah. finally, dah habis presentation tadi,, jam 10.30 pagi..
-Alhamdulillah dah prepare awal..sbb tibe2 Mr. Jale dtg jam 9.20 pagi..ouh..supposely 10..unexpected right. -___-"

-terima kasih kpd semua staff2 UDA Holdings & trainee seangkatan aku yg sgt supportive & happening(amboi2..lagi2 time aku presentlakan..)
-and last and not least,
a lot2 thnx to both my supervisors Mr.Shah Johan(UDA) & Mr. Jale(UTP)  ;)

awak kene minat dan awak akan boleh buat,like now,  Mr.Jale..

Tinggal lg 2 minggu intern nak habis -___-

going back to utp? yes? no?
dua2 ye..
why yes?
i miss UTP a lot especially tasek & ikan2 ;P
i miss the nature environment
i miss the moment of being a student (exam are excluded-__-)
& i miss all my friends, si baju biru(mak & pak cik guard), mak cik clearner & also my mak angkat kat kg.Bali..really? lalala~
why no?
i miss UDA also
i miss KL during night- byk lampu..terutama KLCC
i miss my housemate at cheras.. ;P akhirnyer...
i miss UUS a lot~ usrah ummiku syg(sukati kasik name cam tuhkan?)..even baru 1 month and half..
pengalaman usrah dgn acik2 and kakak2.. ;)
last usrah:
-->Hijrah- redefine ur goal utk menjadi yg lebih baek dari tahun lepas & become a better muslimah
-->betul ke kita nih cintakan Allah?bagaimane kite tahu kite cinta DIA sebenar2nyer?
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Here are a few notes as reminder:
-make sure u know what you are doing okeyh!
-don't remember but understand & love it
-sentiasa baharui niat..belajar kerna siapa?
-utamakan yg utama(;P assingment.test..dah xingat term2 len-__-)
-be confident..r u ready for pcs? hua3 cuak+jebon+glup2..
-last, ;)...

till then,
nak tido! lunch hour time!!!!!!!
penat present. mkn xkenyang.tido xlena.mandi basah jeh..>_<

looking forward--> final report & continue doing my system!! -___-

-future is mystery-
;)

Monday, December 21, 2009

lanun di lautan vs pirates of carribean

Salam..
pirates of carribean?? xsangka aku berjaye(huhu~) tgk cite nih.. marathon 1-3 pulak tuh..
even b4 this aku membuat cubaan utk tgk cite nih more than 3 kali kot..and end up tido-___-..
tp..kali nih berjaye tgk beramai2..hehe~
yeah..tgk cite beramai2 baru best..bykla yg jadik director la kan..;P
dalam byk2 watak cite tuh..aku plg suke watak.... JACK SPARROW!!!! ;)

-did no one come to save me just because they missed me?-JS T__T
Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid-JS
ayat JS g suke merepek & berbelit2..heh!

sgt licik & kelakar... & hati xtetap betul..siap ade kompas lg~ isk3 >__<

jalan cite die menarik & adventure..cume aku wonder la..dah bbyk kali perang kot..tp kapal black pearl tuh still elok jeh..
"weyh, aku rase tadi part kapal nih dah kene bom. Sekarang okeyh pulak eh?haha"..mengomel2.
last ending PC 3 Jack sparrow belayar ngan sampan kecik + masih licik mencuri peta -___-"..
mcm ade sambungan jehkan? PC 4!!

;) suke.suki.sakan laut...
Teringat lagu spongebob Squarepants~ ^^
Are you ready kids?
I said are you ready?

Who lives in a pinapple under the sea?
Spongebob Squarepants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he.
Spongebob Squarepants!

His notical nonsense be something you wish.
Spongebob Squarepants
hen drop on the deck, and flop like a fish!
Spongebob Squarepants,
Spongebob Squarepants,
Spongebob Squarepants,
Spongebob Squarepants
^___^

r u ready for the presentation maymunah? ;P
24th December 2009
4 p.m
 check list
1. weekly report?- wk 29
2.summary of weekly report-nopy-nope
3.slide presentation? nopy-nope.
4.presentation form? nopy-nope.
then?
;P
okey2..
let's start the war!!!
>__<

Sunday, December 20, 2009

segan&malu -___-"

why i'm writing a blog?
dush2..
my feeling now: sgt malu..
for being so emo.. hikshiks..
-____-"
"never mind Harry Potter, i dont need your invisibility cloak as im already invisible"
nice!!

Monday, December 7, 2009

m a t a n g


sudikah kamu? ;P


salam..alhamdulillah..yezza!! systems aku working for a while la kan~..so berfoye2 kejap.. ;P
"wah, may!! perangkai ko makin matang yeh.." aku just tersenyum sipu2..;P no komen..0nly Allah knows better la kan~..hehee

"akak. matang tuh cane senanyer? define?"...
"owh..erm..nape awak nak matang2 nih?"
"erm..-___- i think people xsuke saye sbb ketidak kematangan saye...tp xde la nak matang2 sgt..eh tahla..saye p0n xtahu definisi matang tuh cane.." +__+
;) ..bagi akak..org yg matang tuh, orang yg bijak membuat keputusan...
"really??"
"iyalah..kalo sentiase matang..tuh dah namenyer jdk orang yg seriousss jeh..cepat la tua.."
aku tersengeh~~~

biar usia tua..tp jiwa muda..officemate2 punyer policy..^^ majority & boleh dikatekan 5/6 officemate aku berusia lebih dari 40 tahun..tp..perangai mereke mcm org yg berusia 20-an..-___-

aku kagum dengan diorang..time keje serious, tp time lepak kat pantry..adeh...xlarat dah  nak tahan gelak~~
kat sini lah sharing caring session~..yup..ibarat ibu&ayah menasihat anak2.. =)
tp..aku xlarat bile bab2 kawen.. aku blur jeh @__@.. tersengih jeh sbb aku xpaham.. kenape terlalu complicated begitu~
aku nih orang l0gic keh? ke perlu belajar lg?

if (halang == 0){
"boleh kawen";
}else
"xleh kawen";

bende yg tak leh di logic kan dgn akal fikiran..iaitu soal hati~ no answer..in between.. xde logic~ boleh jadik right ..then bile debug balik die jadik wrong..fuh..mcm buat programming pulak ;)
kenape yeh jd mcm tuh ea?.. sbb manusia bukan systems !!!..lumrah kehidupan.. pengalaman mengajar erti kehidupan.. kalo mendatar jeh.. ibarat hidup tanpe kehidupan... mcm zombie jeh~
hurm.hurm.hurm.

Jikalau engkau inginkan pasangan hidupmu yang terbaik untukmu, maka engkaulah yang patut menjadi yang terbaik dahulu..
nasehat yg bagus!
nape mengharap lebih andai diri xsehebat itu? jadilah kemudian carilah.. bile dah jadi xyah cari..dtg sendiri..ehem2~~

ehem2..cemburu pulak aku...-____-
hahaha~ rase p0y0 pulak aku nak jeles2 kan.. ececeh..sejak bile lah aku dah pandai feeling lebih2 nih.. isk3...ke sejak azali ;P
okeyh..sampai disini..
perlu belajar lagi! belajar! belajar! dan teruskan belajar!
thnx..pengalaman mengajar erti kehidupan ;)
cheer up bebeh!! muah2 ^^ l0ve is unique..
Ya Allah, tenangkanlah hati kami tatkala ketetapanMu yang terbaik buat kami menguji goyah iman dan hati kami, Wahai Tuhan yang mengetahui segala isi hati
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Sunday, December 6, 2009

burung ape?

"ini ape?" tanye seorg aayh kpd anaknya...
-___-" anak buat muke blur....
"ade dgr bunyi air tak??" berkate ayah sambil mengoncang buah kelape..
anak mengangguk.."abah!ade air la kat dlm tuh..ape nih??"
"ini buah kelape syg.."
"buah kelape??"
"ye..buah kelape..b u a h  k e l a p a... haa..nih ubi kayu.."
"ubi kayu?"
"ye ubi kayu.."
"abah, nape name ubi nih..ubi kayu??"
-__-" ayah mcm blur nak jawap ape..@_@..  "sbb ubi ade byk adik-beradik..ubi keledek, ubi kentang..mcm kamu ade abg. ade kakak"
si ayah terus memperkenalkan bawang merah..bawang puteh..& semua2 barang2 yg ade kat situ..rajen ayah melayan anak yeh!
dialong ayah & anak kat carrefour, bdr tun hussein 0nn time aku ngah shopping2 beli brg dapur..;)
teringat iklan burung murai weyh...
burung ape??
burung murai..
burung ape??
burung murai...
ehem3!! itulah kasih sayang seorang ayah..begitu sabar melayan karenah anak2 kan?
sbb seorg ayah & ibu memberi dgn penuh kasih sayang..;)
memberi tanpe mengharap balas..
jgn mengharap lebih kalau kurang memberi..;P


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indah.indah.indah



.tanjung rhu,Pulau Langkawi..
chantek!!
kerang2 tepi pantai...
;)
jgn lupe merancang ke sini 2010!!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

chapter 1

mula2 seronok gak bile dah nak dekat title "dak final year..." tp..bile Pk balik...T___T
smlm tgk2 gmbr..ade one of my pic(jan08 kot)..gaye matured habis mmg nmpk matang giler..serious xtipu..huhu~~
terPK lak..mcm tue la gaye dak final yerkan..ehem2!
ape lah aku bebel2kan...aku p0n compius~~
okeyh~..blog aku..xpe kan kalo aku bebel2?? sile jgn serabutkan org lain yeh..hehe ..sorry lah yeh sape2 yg di PM td!

pasal coding jeh p0n:-setelah diuji berkali2..rupe2nyer aku terlepas pandang word "return"..... dan skrg dah menjejaskan coding yg laen..


tarik nafas..... dan sile bertenang yeh cik may~~

Hari ini menarik jgk yeh..pagi2..kerete rosak ditengah2 kesesakan jalan raye dengan hujan lebat di pagi hari..tup2..dtg jam 9.53 pagi!!! better late than neverkan? ;P

peringatan: berhati2 dijalan raya okeyh?..tgk kanan & kiri..ingatlah org yg tersayang~~
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mee banjir udang!!!


salam..


one of member aku tanyer: weyh, kat taiping kat mana makan best ek?
dlm hati..aku org baru tepeng kot..xarif sgt pasal tepeng..hua2..then teringat time MAP08..hehe~ kitorang singgah kat mee udang kat Kuala Sepetang~~
ahaks..pe lagik of kos aku suggest kan tempat tuh...berbaloi2..murah kalo nak dibandingkan dgn KLlakan..@_@ + udang banjir!!!! berbaloi2....
nih semua buat aku lapar................
sesape yg dtg tepeng..jgn lupe ke Mee Udang Kuala Sepetang! ;)
sedap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ade udang di sebalik mee ^__^

mahu try?
resepi mee udang yg di google..mari2 cube~~~

Rebus kepala udang - mesin tapis


Air rebusan udang pun taruh sekali

Tumis bawang putih/merah

Bila kuning masukan cili kering yg d mesin

Campur sedikit tomato sos and curry powder

Kacau sampai naik bau

Masukan air udang tadi

Mesin potato masukan untuk pekat

Masukkan garam n chicken stock sikit